#14 Frenetic
3rd April 2010 - MPC one-on-one session
10th April 2010 - MPC lesson 4
4th April, 11th April, 18 April 2010 - Nursery sessions 5, 6, 7
Now insert work, more work, birthday dinners, weddings, family gatherings, other random obligations.
Honestly, the above all passed in a whirl. I wish we were married already so that we could skip all the preparations and planning and whatever else there is to do. I find myself constantly reminding myself to slow down and to enjoy the entire process. I mean, don't get me wrong, the lessons are useful and we do occasionally enjoy the kids but I desparately long for prolonged couple time by ourselves - with no agenda, no one to meet, no deadlines to meet and no assignments to complete.
Just the other day, this constant rushing about nipped at my ankles like an annoying yappy puppy and I almost found myself wishing that I was alone and free. Of course that was just the PMS talking and I would never dream of being without P. I know that he sometimes feels this way too and probably more intesely because he needs so much more downtime than I do. And not to mention that 80 per cent, oh wait, I think it's more like 90 per cent of all we have to do is because of me.
I wish we could run away, just you and me, the blue skies, no cares in the world, no one to account to. What a perfect life that would be.
10th April 2010 - MPC lesson 4
4th April, 11th April, 18 April 2010 - Nursery sessions 5, 6, 7
Now insert work, more work, birthday dinners, weddings, family gatherings, other random obligations.
Honestly, the above all passed in a whirl. I wish we were married already so that we could skip all the preparations and planning and whatever else there is to do. I find myself constantly reminding myself to slow down and to enjoy the entire process. I mean, don't get me wrong, the lessons are useful and we do occasionally enjoy the kids but I desparately long for prolonged couple time by ourselves - with no agenda, no one to meet, no deadlines to meet and no assignments to complete.
Just the other day, this constant rushing about nipped at my ankles like an annoying yappy puppy and I almost found myself wishing that I was alone and free. Of course that was just the PMS talking and I would never dream of being without P. I know that he sometimes feels this way too and probably more intesely because he needs so much more downtime than I do. And not to mention that 80 per cent, oh wait, I think it's more like 90 per cent of all we have to do is because of me.
I wish we could run away, just you and me, the blue skies, no cares in the world, no one to account to. What a perfect life that would be.