interesting isn't it?
i said i wasn't going to write on this anymore but i feel the need to get this out and rant...
so with my recent trips to the doctors about my panic attacks(confirmed by the way) i find out today that my moms side of the family has a history of depression, and that my mom is on antidepressants and my grandma delt with depression too. so now i'm being looked at that i quite possibly have inherited this. not the like "ohmannothinggoesmywaysoi'malwayssadandlonely" depression, but the biological chemical imbalance depression. like the little egg thing on the commercial. they say it's too early to tell but basically if i'm not improving or if i have more panic attacks as often as i did last week they might have to put me on medication.
so with my recent trips to the doctors about my panic attacks(confirmed by the way) i find out today that my moms side of the family has a history of depression, and that my mom is on antidepressants and my grandma delt with depression too. so now i'm being looked at that i quite possibly have inherited this. not the like "ohmannothinggoesmywaysoi'malwayssadandlonely" depression, but the biological chemical imbalance depression. like the little egg thing on the commercial. they say it's too early to tell but basically if i'm not improving or if i have more panic attacks as often as i did last week they might have to put me on medication.