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i don't know what's really wrong with me lately. i've been really cynical and pessimistic about a lot of things. i mean, i'm sure i have a reason, but i just don't like it. friends have and always have been expendable to me and that's really scary. i've tried to change that, but the last week has made me realize it hasn't at all. it's sad, but i don't really trust anyone anymore and i most certainly can't depend on anyone.
i guess family and yourself is all you really have.
oh and i hate school.
i guess family and yourself is all you really have.
oh and i hate school.