(no subject)
Mark left this morning for school... I feel like a wuss even writing all of this but I need to let it out. I feel an overwhelming sadness. Maybe it's because I won't see him for a few days.. or because I'm afraid of things changing between us at school. I just feel sad and all I want to do is lay down and cry. I'm so bored and I can't wait to leave.. I wish I had booked an earlier flight because now I'm going to be here doing nothing until Thursday. I guess after work things will be better. I have a dentist appt and then I'm going to dinner with mom and after that we're all going to Seth's to watch Laguna. I just need to keep myself busy. I am so pathetic :(