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Have you ever had a job you dread so much you can't enjoy your evening off prior to going to work knowing you have to go the next day? So I've got that problem right now except I don't work until Monday! I am so anxious I can't settle to sleep yet I have 32 hours before I have to actually go.
It's a short week and I have a new grad nurse shadowing me (doing a lot of my work) and I still dread going.
This is a shitty way to live. I should be glad I have a job and am saving so much money for my future endeavors but FUCK! This is hell.
No one is hiring at my seniority level right now and there seems to be no end to this torture in sight. So far I've avoided using sick time as refuge from the chaos but I'm at that point where my somatic complaints are going to become overwhelmingly real.
Stress is a horrible, horrible thing.
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