I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away!

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The cut is there for a reason, if you don't like 'drama' I suggest you don't click it!

So school is going great but I can't help but get down sometimes. I just got a test back and got a C...a C!!! I thought I kicked ass on the test and now that I see I only got a C I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. It sucks because if I do break down and cry I'll get distracted and I won't be on my game tomorrow for my knife skills test and I have no idea how I did on the test I had last week for that class and now I'm just....I'm just tired I guess.

I love my classes and I know I can do it but I just don't know how I'm going to without having a breakdown during the middle of the semester. I'm just *sigh* yeah. And I don't have a risk management topic yet because I'm so fucking unorganized I forget about it until I step into class... but I have until Thursday so I should be good and I only have a lab report due tomorrow, along with the knife skills test and a lab. I'm so freaking confused sometimes! I don't know how everyone else does it but I wish they'd share the freaking secrets cause I'm gonna break down here.

Alright, I feel better getting that out!