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sorry for my neglecting in writing...i guess ive been busy or just too lazy to write but yes o well..my mom flipped out on me last night while mercedes was here..she found out we got interims and started like getting all mad and i came home from taking mercedes home and while i was gone my mom had gone through my book bag and managed to throw papers all over the place..yeah well that was nothing out of the ordinary...and then she goes in my room and starts yelling at me b/c its a "wreck" then she calls my dad and leaves this nasty message about how he shouldn't take me to the lake after school nemore..i mean we just bought a boat and what would be its purpose if we didnt use it..my mom has literally gone insane..she works way to much and does way to much for her stupid job and then she comes home and takes her stress out on everyone else..and if im not already stressed out enough trying to show ppl up that im not going to fail 8th grade..my parents rnt really supportive of me with that...like my dad always has something sarcastic to say like last night me merc my mom and my dad were talking about the 8th grade dance and my dads like " well u can go again next year" and i mean my grades rnt all that bad..i get b's and c's its not like i get straight F's or something..im sick of middle school our teachers r the worst..i just wanna get out and take some classes that i picked..which r pretty much all webdesign b/c for southeast their freshman electives suck. idk if im gunna go to the 8th grade dance neway..my mom says its a waste of time and money and is avoiding everything that involves buying a dress...i mean all of my friends already have their dresses i dont see what the whole friggin deal is..ur just supposed to go and have fun i mean its ur last chance to go see all ur friends that are going to a different school..its the day after graduation..and about 13434635757545616854564165 of my friends are going to a different school..and up until now ive acted like i dont care...but i do care..i just have a thing about not usually showing emotion i hate it but i cant really control it its kinda a habbit and complicated to explain.. but if i do go to the 8th grade dance i really wanna get this dress from delias..its blue and neat looking? lol i have much more to write about it but i dont feel like typing nemore so ill save it for another time :-P well im gunna go back to bed now or something

laterr
<3 caitlin