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I think I kissed Rickey. And I think I liked it. Oh god. Why is this all happening. I was perfectly fine hiding my feelings from Kimberley, not getting too close to anyone and not talking about feelings once-so-ever. Now, I find myself kissing Rickey (he told me that he loved me), Kimberley and Kim! I don't know what's come over me. Rickey was incredible [given, nothing like kissing Kimberley Locke] but it was nice, he's a good man and I may or may not have a small [ok, bigger than small] crush on him. Caldwell is so crazy and so fun but right now out of the three I am most attracted to Kimberley still. I really do love her, I just wish that she felt the same for me. I'll have to think about what to do about Rickey and Kim. I mean, I don't think I have feelings for Caldwell but I know I have a thing for Rickey now as well. Oh well, I can't control this.. At least I know whose first in my heart... I think