I'm not stupid Nicole, i know it's me - so don't try to sugarcoat it. I don't even know where to start.
Did i ever say you guys weren't anything? No, that never came out of my mouth -- WE INVITED YOU LAST YEAR, YOU AND YOUR FAMILY! And God knows i would've invited you this year, but you told me you were going to your brother's .. so what was i suppose to do? Hmm? And you were more then welcome to stay here when you came over, my mom even said that - but you told her you had to leave ... so this whole thing is NOT as bad as you're making it seem.
Don't even give me that shit about how my family did nothing for you. My parents payed for you all the time, you were ALWAYS over here, we took you places with us too ... we balanced everything out.
Yes, Joe was here ... get over it. He's my boyfriend, and i love his family, so I invited them here, i'm sorry if you have a problem with it. And for a month you've been telling me you wanna meet him, so you finally do and what? You give them a wave & walk out? That was just ( ) that much rude, if you ask me. You've been telling me for how long that you want me to find a boyfriend that makes me happy and what not, and i finally do & get shit on, what the hell?
Nicole, seriously ... i'm saying you're my friend, yeah we're not gonna be close like we were before because i DO have other friends. Sometimes you have to be second best, or just not be friends at all. We've changed, & you know we have. We're not into any of the same stuff anymore. Think about it ...
But whatever, i don't need your family saying shit about me because you know my family would never say shit about you. oh & by the way, like i was trying to say before, i have your present from grandma .. feel free to come get it whenever you want.
I'm done .. i can't even believe you made an entry about this .. this is BABY stuff.
#1 i didn't sugar coat anything, that's how i feel. i have no problem with you going out with joe it really has nothing to do with me anymore. we're really not even friends anymore. we don't do anything, we only call each other when we need something.
i had to leave on Christmas because i had other places to go, i couldn't stay & i'm not gonna stay there when joe & his family are there. what the hell? & about the i didn't list what you got, check your entry, unless you changed it you didn't post what i got you either. so watch what you say.
i'm not tha one who started kicking you to tha curb. & yeah you can have other friends. & a boyfriend, so do i ... but i asked you how many times to do something & it's either you can't or you're doing something else & then later on when you said you couldn't do anything it't " out with sam " on your away message. don't make it look like i fucked shit up.
4 months ago we were fuckin best friends. i told you shit i never told ANYBODY & now i'm not even second best! i'm like 12th best. what tha fuck kinda shit is that? i was on tha phone with your mom last night. i'm closer to her than i am to you. i love your family & i never once said that they didn't do anything for me. i know they did. but like i said, i've invited you to do shit with me multiple times, even after we had tha 1st arguement & we still haven't hung out. it's not my fault .. i'm tryin' but it's kinda hard when you lose your best friend. obviously we weren't that much of friends if this shit's not even botherin' you that we're not close.
& we NEVER were into tha same stuff, ever. so why are you making that an issue now lauren? is it because you're embarrassed to be seen with me if you run into one of your other friends? what is it?
let me know because if we were real best friends, none of this shit that you just said would be a good enough reason for us to stop being friends.
You sugarcoated who it was about - when you could've just said my name, like i said - i'm not stupid. And you're right, we do - but it goes BOTH ways, does it not?
Exactly, you had other places to go - so why get mad at me when i didn't invite you because you said were going to your brothers? & you must have over looked it .. because it's on there.
You're still my friend though nicole --- and yes you DID say they didn't do shit for you .. check back in that entry.
So maybe i am wrong here .. i've hung out with my other friends more than i've hung out with you, but why am i gonna hang out with you when all we do is fight!? Seriously. I never said that it wasn't bothering me, but like i said before -- you've changed & we both have. You're into shit now that i'm not into .. which because it's your business i won't say shit on here, it's not my place to.
No, we weren't into the same stuff -- but it's gotten worse. Besides the fact i hardly see you in school - you quit dance for no good reason so i can't see you there. I'm not embarassed to be seen with you, i just have other friends now .. that's all.
And don't tell me i'm pulling this shit over on you because think back to 8th grade. Let's remember what you did to me .. how the fuck does that feel nicole?
WE'RE NOT STOPPING BEING FRIENDS. YOU'RE STILL MY FRIEND! .. i don't know how many times i have to say that. And whether you CHOOSE to call me your friend is up to you.
okay now you are a damn liar. that shit wasn't on there. i checked that shit before i said that you didn't put me on there & my dad was lookin' at your journal & he was tha one that told me. so now you just changed that list & lied out of your ass to make yourself look better.
copy & paste me where i said that your family did nothing. i have no problem with your family. tha problem i have is with you acting like you don't do anything wrong. this ain't all about how i changed lauren. it's about you finding new friends that were better than me. because i don't ask you to smoke, so why would you use that as an excuse?
& fyi - i quit dance because we don't have enough money to pay for that shit every week number one & number two tha whole damn reason i started dancing was because you did! i'm not gonna keep on doing it if it's not something i really wanted. so there's your damn reason.
& yeah i had other places to go but you know damn well you wouldn't have invited me. i don't know why the hell you lie for. i know you lauren. just because we ain't close doesn't mean i don't know you just because you got new friends & your captain of tha dance team & you have a boyfriend i know you. so don't bullshit me with all this it's my choice, all your doin' is tryna make me look bad whether you admit it or not.
shit ain't up to me. cuz i don't see you tryna make any plans wit me. it's whatever.
Yeah because you know i DO do that. You're on there nicole, so whatever. I love how your dad looks at my shit too. And if he does, i hope he freaking sees your journal & all the shit you do. And by the way ... my mom DID see you smoking too .. but chose not to tell anyone, so you might wanna thank her for saving your ass on that one.
Excuse me -- i referred to that wrong "they treat my family like shit too" no we def. do not. I'm not trying to act like i did nothing wrong ... because we BOTH did. It's not anyone of our faults more than the other. It's about how we BOTH changed ... how many times do i have to say that? Yes, i have new friends -- what would you like me to do about that? Cut the whole world off so i can only have you as my best friend? I'm sorry, but i HAVE other friends, too.
You could've just told me that shit in the first place rather than "i'm getting a job" or "everyone here wants to be a dancer when they grow up & that shit aint for me" ... because that's def. not true & you know it.
EXCUSE ME ... the hell i wouldn't have invited you. I asked my mom if it was okay for you guys to come here & you know what, you could call my mom and fucking ask her right now if that's what i said to her. And she said it was FINE ... so when i was going to ask you to come over you had told me you were going to your brothers, so what the hell was i suppose to do? Yeah, you had other places to go - better places, like at Rai's smoking.
I know you know me .. you know me pretty damn well at that too. But you're making yourself look like a fucking idiot .. because i'm not trying to make you look bad at all. I'm telling you it IS your choice, if you wanna be friends or not.. it's whatever.
Let's think about this one .. why would i try to make plans with you if your moms saying shit about me that's apparently right and you "should've listened to her before" & your dad's reading my journal. It's gonna be just a little akward making plans with you when your parents don't like me anymore because 10 bucks says you made me look like the bad guy.
OMG. this shit is so dumb .. i don't even know why i replied to it.
Did i ever say you guys weren't anything? No, that never came out of my mouth -- WE INVITED YOU LAST YEAR, YOU AND YOUR FAMILY! And God knows i would've invited you this year, but you told me you were going to your brother's .. so what was i suppose to do? Hmm? And you were more then welcome to stay here when you came over, my mom even said that - but you told her you had to leave ... so this whole thing is NOT as bad as you're making it seem.
Don't even give me that shit about how my family did nothing for you. My parents payed for you all the time, you were ALWAYS over here, we took you places with us too ... we balanced everything out.
Yes, Joe was here ... get over it. He's my boyfriend, and i love his family, so I invited them here, i'm sorry if you have a problem with it. And for a month you've been telling me you wanna meet him, so you finally do and what? You give them a wave & walk out? That was just ( ) that much rude, if you ask me. You've been telling me for how long that you want me to find a boyfriend that makes me happy and what not, and i finally do & get shit on, what the hell?
Nicole, seriously ... i'm saying you're my friend, yeah we're not gonna be close like we were before because i DO have other friends. Sometimes you have to be second best, or just not be friends at all. We've changed, & you know we have. We're not into any of the same stuff anymore. Think about it ...
But whatever, i don't need your family saying shit about me because you know my family would never say shit about you. oh & by the way, like i was trying to say before, i have your present from grandma .. feel free to come get it whenever you want.
I'm done .. i can't even believe you made an entry about this .. this is BABY stuff.
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i had to leave on Christmas because i had other places to go, i couldn't stay & i'm not gonna stay there when joe & his family are there. what the hell? & about the i didn't list what you got, check your entry, unless you changed it you didn't post what i got you either. so watch what you say.
i'm not tha one who started kicking you to tha curb. & yeah you can have other friends. & a boyfriend, so do i ... but i asked you how many times to do something & it's either you can't or you're doing something else & then later on when you said you couldn't do anything it't " out with sam " on your away message. don't make it look like i fucked shit up.
4 months ago we were fuckin best friends. i told you shit i never told ANYBODY & now i'm not even second best! i'm like 12th best. what tha fuck kinda shit is that? i was on tha phone with your mom last night. i'm closer to her than i am to you. i love your family & i never once said that they didn't do anything for me. i know they did. but like i said, i've invited you to do shit with me multiple times, even after we had tha 1st arguement & we still haven't hung out. it's not my fault .. i'm tryin' but it's kinda hard when you lose your best friend. obviously we weren't that much of friends if this shit's not even botherin' you that we're not close.
& we NEVER were into tha same stuff, ever. so why are you making that an issue now lauren? is it because you're embarrassed to be seen with me if you run into one of your other friends? what is it?
let me know because if we were real best friends, none of this shit that you just said would be a good enough reason for us to stop being friends.
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Exactly, you had other places to go - so why get mad at me when i didn't invite you because you said were going to your brothers? & you must have over looked it .. because it's on there.
You're still my friend though nicole --- and yes you DID say they didn't do shit for you .. check back in that entry.
So maybe i am wrong here .. i've hung out with my other friends more than i've hung out with you, but why am i gonna hang out with you when all we do is fight!? Seriously. I never said that it wasn't bothering me, but like i said before -- you've changed & we both have. You're into shit now that i'm not into .. which because it's your business i won't say shit on here, it's not my place to.
No, we weren't into the same stuff -- but it's gotten worse. Besides the fact i hardly see you in school - you quit dance for no good reason so i can't see you there. I'm not embarassed to be seen with you, i just have other friends now .. that's all.
And don't tell me i'm pulling this shit over on you because think back to 8th grade. Let's remember what you did to me .. how the fuck does that feel nicole?
WE'RE NOT STOPPING BEING FRIENDS. YOU'RE STILL MY FRIEND! .. i don't know how many times i have to say that. And whether you CHOOSE to call me your friend is up to you.
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copy & paste me where i said that your family did nothing. i have no problem with your family. tha problem i have is with you acting like you don't do anything wrong. this ain't all about how i changed lauren. it's about you finding new friends that were better than me. because i don't ask you to smoke, so why would you use that as an excuse?
& fyi - i quit dance because we don't have enough money to pay for that shit every week number one & number two tha whole damn reason i started dancing was because you did! i'm not gonna keep on doing it if it's not something i really wanted. so there's your damn reason.
& yeah i had other places to go but you know damn well you wouldn't have invited me. i don't know why the hell you lie for. i know you lauren. just because we ain't close doesn't mean i don't know you just because you got new friends & your captain of tha dance team & you have a boyfriend i know you. so don't bullshit me with all this it's my choice, all your doin' is tryna make me look bad whether you admit it or not.
shit ain't up to me. cuz i don't see you tryna make any plans wit me. it's whatever.
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Excuse me -- i referred to that wrong "they treat my family like shit too" no we def. do not. I'm not trying to act like i did nothing wrong ... because we BOTH did. It's not anyone of our faults more than the other. It's about how we BOTH changed ... how many times do i have to say that? Yes, i have new friends -- what would you like me to do about that? Cut the whole world off so i can only have you as my best friend? I'm sorry, but i HAVE other friends, too.
You could've just told me that shit in the first place rather than "i'm getting a job" or "everyone here wants to be a dancer when they grow up & that shit aint for me" ... because that's def. not true & you know it.
EXCUSE ME ... the hell i wouldn't have invited you. I asked my mom if it was okay for you guys to come here & you know what, you could call my mom and fucking ask her right now if that's what i said to her. And she said it was FINE ... so when i was going to ask you to come over you had told me you were going to your brothers, so what the hell was i suppose to do? Yeah, you had other places to go - better places, like at Rai's smoking.
I know you know me .. you know me pretty damn well at that too. But you're making yourself look like a fucking idiot .. because i'm not trying to make you look bad at all. I'm telling you it IS your choice, if you wanna be friends or not.. it's whatever.
Let's think about this one .. why would i try to make plans with you if your moms saying shit about me that's apparently right and you "should've listened to her before" & your dad's reading my journal. It's gonna be just a little akward making plans with you when your parents don't like me anymore because 10 bucks says you made me look like the bad guy.
OMG. this shit is so dumb .. i don't even know why i replied to it.
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you are so fake lauren.
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Oh yeah, i forgot to tell you i'm fake as all hell. Nicole you know that's a fucking lie.
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Look, i'm saying .. and it before, yes maybe im wrong here .. and i'm willing to start hanging out with you.
Just don't make it seem like this is the first time shit has happened, because you KNOW yo've done it to me before.
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