Aug 18, 2006 21:23
It's weird how you can change so drastically in just a couple of years. I have found out a lot about myself in the past couple of days that have surprised me. The past couple of years i've been so worried that I have lost myself somehow, but now I realize that I didn't i've always been myself.
What surprised me the most was that I learned that I would rather live in a small town NEAR a city then actually live IN the city. I've always wanted to live in NYC or LA, but now with this latest move I've realized I miss the trees and rivers and being able to crank up the music without anyone complaining. I like being able to sit outside and look at the stars.
I miss that.
So....I guess i'm going to stick out this year and see what happens. Things always change. The only thing that kind of excites me is school. I don't see myself in ABQ for very long. Everytime I live here I don't like it even more.