It seems I am easily distracted

May 16, 2011 17:21

So Graduation went beautifully, despite my incorrect choice in footwear. Note to self: never wear those heels when the activity involves that much standing. Lesson learned. Too bad that immediately following graduation I got a virus. I have been sick in bed unable to do anything for days. I am glad for sure that there have been delays in my job. I would have had to miss my first week of work because I've been to weak to do much of anything. I hate being sick, I am still sick, getting over the last of it, bit by bit. I sent off the last the paperwork I was missing for work this morning. I expect to start by the beginning of next week.

Now it is time for apartment hunting! My mom should be coming back down here to help me find a new place to live closer to work, then we get to start packing and getting my stuff  moved into my new place. I can't believe all of the stuff going on. I'm not ready for it! >.<

But I am going to have an awesome new place. Then I will be getting some new furniture to go with it all. I will be an actual adult. Go figure :)

I wanted to reflect some more on stuff, but what has been on my mind today has nothing to do with my last four years at Stetson. Instead I've been thinking about high school. Just over four years ago I had my heart ripped out by the boy I was madly in love with. Things hadn't been already with us for a while, but I hadn't wanted to see it, I was so in love with him. He is now a Lance Corporal in the marines, off to Afganistan. Hard to believe... Hard to see him all top of his class in the military, doing great after all that we went through, and I'm twiddling my thumbs waiting for my teaching job to start. Though I know I will do great things. I just feel like I am stuck at the moment. I am doing a lot of waiting and it is frustrating.

I give up on this for now....
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