today is going to be a bad day
today i start the no dairy thing. i went grocery shopping this morning before i had my coffee.. i had no nondairy creamer. it sucked... i never eat cheese in the morning, but at the grocery store, i just stared at the bright and shining pedistal that was the cheese counter and almost cried. they looked so peacful... and happy.. and, *tearing up*...
i bought rice milk because Ryan said it was good, and he lied.
its only for a week. only for a week. no longer. only one week of my life. i quit smoking, i quit eating meat, i lost 60+ lbs, i can stop having dairy for one week.
this should be nothing.
a breeze.
pie!
mmm... banana cream pie... yumm...
im gonna kill myself.
I will always think of others feelings before I act.
I will never purposfully hurt another.
i bought rice milk because Ryan said it was good, and he lied.
its only for a week. only for a week. no longer. only one week of my life. i quit smoking, i quit eating meat, i lost 60+ lbs, i can stop having dairy for one week.
this should be nothing.
a breeze.
pie!
mmm... banana cream pie... yumm...
im gonna kill myself.
I will always think of others feelings before I act.
I will never purposfully hurt another.