shake down you make me break
well! at least I got some comments from that last post. I began to remember why I hate livejournal so much, and having a girlfriend has only temporarily blinded me from that fact. but I will continue to post sporatically, as I feel that I have a responsibility to do so, if not only for my boy Will in Lakeland, hey bro!
went to a party tonight with Shanna, her ex (and Erin's ex) Tristan, and other random friends of theirs that decide it's fun to talk about someone they don't know (me). but, it wasn't as awkward or tense as I had originally expected. I brought Mike for insurance anyway.
also, I think I needed some time in church to realize that my recent problems are probably as much my fault as they are anyone else's. I've been letting the critics and commentators get to me, which is something I've never had a problem with. I guess it just really bothers me knowing that this judgement isn't warrented in the least. but people will always talk, and they will always have their opinions. the only way I can fix things is if I prove them wrong, which will come in time. but I'm a decent person who's honest and true to my friends. I think qualities like that are too often overlooked in today's society. I'm an average person at best, in an average society with an average family. but at least I have love in my life. amen.
went to a party tonight with Shanna, her ex (and Erin's ex) Tristan, and other random friends of theirs that decide it's fun to talk about someone they don't know (me). but, it wasn't as awkward or tense as I had originally expected. I brought Mike for insurance anyway.
also, I think I needed some time in church to realize that my recent problems are probably as much my fault as they are anyone else's. I've been letting the critics and commentators get to me, which is something I've never had a problem with. I guess it just really bothers me knowing that this judgement isn't warrented in the least. but people will always talk, and they will always have their opinions. the only way I can fix things is if I prove them wrong, which will come in time. but I'm a decent person who's honest and true to my friends. I think qualities like that are too often overlooked in today's society. I'm an average person at best, in an average society with an average family. but at least I have love in my life. amen.