not cool...

Apr 13, 2006 06:24

Ok so im really numb right now, I dont know whats wrong with me and my choices.
I now work at the fucking Clubhouse dressed as a slutty school girl, but the tips are gonna be good.
I just cant wait to move out of my situation... I NEED to get away.
It just sucks because im a person of change, and this a big change for me, an expensive change. Hopefully my new job will help me out.
I dont know what im going to do about my cats when I move I love them and I rescued them and made them believe that they have a home, and now I cant give them that anymore.
I feel like I did in highschool.. depressed and annoyed.
I know im not annoyed or depressed, its sad when you feel like you need to be addicted to some sort of drug just to feel better...maybe its because I havent smoked weed in forever due to lack of money...
Help is not what I need, im not sure what I need I think just once I move out things will either be for the better or for the worst, and I need someone to be there if I fall.
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