Update! Yay me!
Okay. So things are not going so great, which is one of the reasons why I've not been updating. I'm sick of the stress. I've lost more weight which is bad, because I have no where to loose it from really. My knees hurt daily. My favorite room mate, Beth, got termed because she wasn't "fit to work". Which basically means she wasn't happy enough. Of course how one fails a true/false psych test is beyond me, but oh well.
Of course, it's not all bad, I finally managed to get a good boyfriend! Holy crap, right? I guess if you kiss enough toads you get a prince eventually. He's really sweet too. He doesn't even care if I'm in the crappy costumes, crying, or in my pajamas. And he pays for dinner all the time, holy crap! He's good looking too, which is a plus.
But anyways, I'm not sure how much longer I'm going to be here. It's really getting to me. I don't want to feel like a quitter, but I'm not going to let this JOB kill me. My sanity (what little I have left) and health are not worth a job. AT ALL.
But now that I've updated finally, I'm going to go find something to eat cause I'm starving. Which is weird considering I only ate a couple hours ago. Eating and sleeping patterns are all messed up, dang.
Of course, it's not all bad, I finally managed to get a good boyfriend! Holy crap, right? I guess if you kiss enough toads you get a prince eventually. He's really sweet too. He doesn't even care if I'm in the crappy costumes, crying, or in my pajamas. And he pays for dinner all the time, holy crap! He's good looking too, which is a plus.
But anyways, I'm not sure how much longer I'm going to be here. It's really getting to me. I don't want to feel like a quitter, but I'm not going to let this JOB kill me. My sanity (what little I have left) and health are not worth a job. AT ALL.
But now that I've updated finally, I'm going to go find something to eat cause I'm starving. Which is weird considering I only ate a couple hours ago. Eating and sleeping patterns are all messed up, dang.