hello again
theres things that i have trouble understanding.. like math and why you need a college education to get a freaking job.
i also dont understand why everything happens at the wrong time. today was gay, i hate that i wake up so late in the day cause by 4 people already have plans and you dont really have enough time to make a lot of things happen.
Today i was suppose to be with jocelyn and lindsay but gib was putting in a new garage door and i had to wait until like later to do anything... so jocelyn said they were going to gregs.. and then they ended up leaving before i even got there, or left.
hmmmmmmmmm so i stayed here tonight. i dont really have to many options on what i can do.. i dont HAVE to babysit anymore cause these kids are moving toward independent, which is all kinds of good. but for whatever reason i still have to be here, i think its just comforting for mom or something or maybe gib for torture reasons.
either way i spent some time alone tonight, gathered myself, watched the michael jackson movie on VHI, which totally sucked.
took the time to listen to the new taking back sunday shit, and i still say theres a only few songs i like.
i dont know why but my head has been hurting randomly super bad for like a week now, its making me sick. i think i need to throw up or something cause i havnt in like 3 years, and its about due time.
ah i dont really feel like going to heritage next year, id so much rather go to carrollton, i mean take away the bad reputation, all the skanky/trashy people, bad athletes, and everything else, youve got a pretty decent school. the high school there is like the best out of the elementary and the middle school.. so yeah i dont mind. theres really nothing to look forward to at heritage, its like a 15 minute drive out of my way.. i dont really like the food there, my friends, well i dont really like my friends nor do i remember if i still have any there or not.. come on now thats enough reason for not wanting to go there. oh and i dont feel that i need to know how to save a drowning child, wtf do i need a swim test for? DOES THE CHILD NOT HAVE PARENTS.. yeah thats why we have life gaurds, psh.
ive got a lot that i want to say but ive just got this massive headache and i cant decide what words to use about the people that i want to talk about.. so ill leave it at
fuck you .. you devil woman.
i also dont understand why everything happens at the wrong time. today was gay, i hate that i wake up so late in the day cause by 4 people already have plans and you dont really have enough time to make a lot of things happen.
Today i was suppose to be with jocelyn and lindsay but gib was putting in a new garage door and i had to wait until like later to do anything... so jocelyn said they were going to gregs.. and then they ended up leaving before i even got there, or left.
hmmmmmmmmm so i stayed here tonight. i dont really have to many options on what i can do.. i dont HAVE to babysit anymore cause these kids are moving toward independent, which is all kinds of good. but for whatever reason i still have to be here, i think its just comforting for mom or something or maybe gib for torture reasons.
either way i spent some time alone tonight, gathered myself, watched the michael jackson movie on VHI, which totally sucked.
took the time to listen to the new taking back sunday shit, and i still say theres a only few songs i like.
i dont know why but my head has been hurting randomly super bad for like a week now, its making me sick. i think i need to throw up or something cause i havnt in like 3 years, and its about due time.
ah i dont really feel like going to heritage next year, id so much rather go to carrollton, i mean take away the bad reputation, all the skanky/trashy people, bad athletes, and everything else, youve got a pretty decent school. the high school there is like the best out of the elementary and the middle school.. so yeah i dont mind. theres really nothing to look forward to at heritage, its like a 15 minute drive out of my way.. i dont really like the food there, my friends, well i dont really like my friends nor do i remember if i still have any there or not.. come on now thats enough reason for not wanting to go there. oh and i dont feel that i need to know how to save a drowning child, wtf do i need a swim test for? DOES THE CHILD NOT HAVE PARENTS.. yeah thats why we have life gaurds, psh.
ive got a lot that i want to say but ive just got this massive headache and i cant decide what words to use about the people that i want to talk about.. so ill leave it at
fuck you .. you devil woman.