Yay for pyridium!
i really need to stop being so fucking lazy and stupid, and start peeing after sex. ah, yes, i have another bladder infection. i do believe this is my worst one yet. it came on so quickly. when i peed in the cup for the doctor it was a light pink. yes, meaning there was a fair amount of blood in it. they gave me my antibiotic and sent me on me way. i guess they didn't think it was neccessary to give me the stuff that numbed my bladder. i had to get ryan to pick me up the over-the-counter stuff. i've felt like crap all day and now my back is starting to hurt. i hope the uti didn't go to my kidneys, that would be bad. if the pain in my back gets any worse i'll head over to the doctor's.
i finally told my dad about school and ryan and i moving out. i feel so much better. it's just not in me to lie to anyone. he took the news surprisingly well. he didn't freak out like i thought he would. it kind of makes me wonder if he's actually starting to understand me or just give up on me. i hope it's choice number one. anyway, we're fine, and i'm very happy about that.
i finally told my dad about school and ryan and i moving out. i feel so much better. it's just not in me to lie to anyone. he took the news surprisingly well. he didn't freak out like i thought he would. it kind of makes me wonder if he's actually starting to understand me or just give up on me. i hope it's choice number one. anyway, we're fine, and i'm very happy about that.