Jan 05, 2006 23:16
My new bedroom has a hole in the door, no insultation, the view sucks and my bed has to be folded up and put in the closet every morning and set up everynight.
yet, its surpsingly cozy. Last night I unpacked everything and set up all the stuffed animals and knick knacs I've aquired since I've come here and it looks strangely like a dorm room or something. Like a little apartment.
I want to tell you all about my spectacular New Years, but there isn't enough time. Maybe tomorrow.
anyways... I know the whole thing with Rubi's letter is all blown over and we just need to let it be, but in the midst of unpacking last night I was sorting through my documents and found the letter she wrote me all folded up and at the bottom of some bag.
it says
"Hi Josiah! I was going to come to the airport to see you off but I decided to write you a note instead! Love Rubi (The Australian!)"
I know the circumstances, that John wouldn't let her come and everything but reading over the letter I had to say to myself that the way it was written really did make it look like she didn't want to come to see me off at all.
Regardless I still love Rubi and I hope to come to Australia next year... maybe we'll chill.
Love you all,
night.