Step up.........

Apr 21, 2005 10:48

It's time for a change.

At this point in my life there is alot going on, and it gives me a chance to put my foot down and make good on some long standing promises I've made myself. I always tell myself I'm going to do things, but never have to self control to go through with them. Well, it's time, and I mean it this time.

4 months ago I gave up caffeine, and have not had a soda or power drink or coffee or anything since. Now i know it's almost impossible to avoid it entirely, but I've done a pretty damn good job. Now it's time to control my eating and start exercising. I need to loose about 40 pounds to be where i want to be, and it's about fucking time for me to step up and do it. I'm 21 years old, I'm supposed to be in the peak of my physical condition, and I'm not, so it's time to stop complaining and do it already. I always use the excuse "I don't have time to work out", well bullshit. I could do it during the 1/2 hour I watch tv each night, or go for a run instead of taking a nap after work. It's time to decide what means more. It's time to step the fuck up. I'll have enough time to sleep when I'm older, right now i need to work harder to do what needs to be done. No more shitty fast food, no more late night snacks, no more anything. Now i know some of you will think "you've said this before and it didn't work, what makes this time different", I'll tell you what makes it different; the fact that I'm disgusted with myself for my lack of disapline in the last few years. My self control has become weak, and it's time to make the change. This time i mean it, give my 6 months and you will all see, this time I will do it.

Thank you all for listening, love you all.

Kras
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