May 19, 2015 23:46
Eventually, we have to take this world.. I feel myself not so blind to spend my life like billions before me, but in fact i'm not so strong to hold on my own way.. not so strong to keep my mind always clear.. Therefore i feel a need of some support and guidance.. Either they try to change myself in a way i can fit themself or they are just like: "oh, i know u're crazy, i just go along with u.." but nobody ever tried to understand or feel my nature. Words are not just words, but the energy flows.. But all these things are lying on a very top surface where it won't disattract me from the deepest points of my consciesness.. Accordingly i don't care for endless circles of matter around my soul.. my being is trying to give up everything binding me to material life.. I can speak out or send u more experience in silence.. My soul in trans-act - no matters, monies, i no longer need them.. I'm in care for everyone and who cares for nobodies..
24.08.2007