These days have gone by...
and I feel like failure. I'm living this fantasy. What are my motives? I swear that I have gone insane... in all that I am doing. I wanted to work from home and I made it pass to that point. Now, I'm letting it slip through my hands... What am I going to do now? Push... push...push.
I will come back strong. It's almost as if I have taken a vacation from life. Life is not in existence here. Death approaches if I continue this path of destruction. torture and torment.
I have hope. That the universe will play everything out in my benefit. That perhaps I have lost sight of the big picture... I was meant for more than what I believe I deserve to experience in Wish me luck...
I will come back strong. It's almost as if I have taken a vacation from life. Life is not in existence here. Death approaches if I continue this path of destruction. torture and torment.
I have hope. That the universe will play everything out in my benefit. That perhaps I have lost sight of the big picture... I was meant for more than what I believe I deserve to experience in Wish me luck...