so im guessing thats over.
Laura went out of town last weekend to a concert, and was meeting a friend who was flying in to see her. We were going to spend sunday night together. I didn't realize the friend was a guy.
Still, trust is the priority, and really, right now, she doesn't owe me shit.
She didn't come over. Posts about how amazing the weekend was and that she understands lady goodman's quote now (which is all about how one should never get serious about relationships, so that feelings will never get hurt and always be fun).
Text her to see if shed like to grab a drink this week, and get the 'gosh, I don't know, I'm so busy for the next weeks, I don't know ill let you know' etc.
She is busy, but last time I brought up going out she flooded me with a deluge of available dates/times.
I don't know, but this certainly feels like a vicious 180.
I've never been one to drink/use drugs as a reaction, but I'm sitting in a bar right now and 'creep' is playing and it feels fucking appropriate.
In other news, I did very well in jujitsu tonight, and strangled the guy who ripped the ligament in my elbow two weeks ago.
Sorry for all this, but I guess I need to talk and you're it.
Still, trust is the priority, and really, right now, she doesn't owe me shit.
She didn't come over. Posts about how amazing the weekend was and that she understands lady goodman's quote now (which is all about how one should never get serious about relationships, so that feelings will never get hurt and always be fun).
Text her to see if shed like to grab a drink this week, and get the 'gosh, I don't know, I'm so busy for the next weeks, I don't know ill let you know' etc.
She is busy, but last time I brought up going out she flooded me with a deluge of available dates/times.
I don't know, but this certainly feels like a vicious 180.
I've never been one to drink/use drugs as a reaction, but I'm sitting in a bar right now and 'creep' is playing and it feels fucking appropriate.
In other news, I did very well in jujitsu tonight, and strangled the guy who ripped the ligament in my elbow two weeks ago.
Sorry for all this, but I guess I need to talk and you're it.