Aug 28, 2004 23:24
It's been crazy. The first week is always hectic.
Lack of sleep and work and "hello! :)" hugs and "goodbye! :(" handshakes for the first time in three months from people I'll forget after high school until nostalgic moments in front of emptying bottles in a messy apartment years and years from now, when I'm broke and tired.
OH, wait, I'm broke and tired now.
Saves the Day reminds me of autumn and Jaclyn. I want it to get cold and dreary so I can sit on the sidewalk at night and see the piles of exhaling breath forming like clouds and disappearing like tail lights-- going [/fading], going [/fading], [faded/] gone.
"You put a lot of emotion in your writing," Matt said. Yes, yes I do. I don't know how else to write.
I really want someone to hold right now. For a while, for a while, won't you come and lay with me, for a while?