romy & michelle
though i had loads of fun playing 'circle of death' at number 5, tonight ended on an emo note.
it's like reality just hit me or something. and suddenly a flood of emotions came crashing down.
i love my best friend. she's been there for me through thick and thin and everything else inbetween. from holding my hair up while i puke in the clubs, telling me the silliest jokes that make me laugh so hard to patiently teaching me how to do a friendship band. it's the simpliest, most mundane things that matter i reckon.
and the thought of 'losing' her seems to hard to bear. it's like losing a limb. you feel crippled, yet you have to learn to walk on. i cried as i walked home from our usual smoke bench. i know that things will never be the same.
it seems like only yesterday we were in kindergarten and primary school spitting and threatening each other with 'stick your head in your butt' and jumping down the stairs 5 steps at a time. and boy have we grown so much. a good 20 years in fact. yet i'm proud to say we are still the same two persons watching the world go by while we have a sip of wine.
she's leaving for a different country soon. and i will miss her seems like the biggest understatement of the year. but at the same time, you can't help but feel immensely happy for her and her new found love. and how good people deserve good things happening to them. and their joy is infectious.
i regret that i can't be there for her as often as i would like when she goes over. but i will always be threre for her in spirit. a hundred and ten percent. as much as she worries for me, i worry for her and this new journey that she is embarking on. but hey, she's a fast learner and i'm sure she'll be getting everything up and running in no time :)
she said tonight how she wished time could stand still and we could just enjoy the moment. our time on earth is so short and i count my luckiest stars that i found a best friend like her. i just want to thank god for placing her as an unfaultering pillar in my life. and i hope that god will keep watch on her as she faces upcoming new challenges in her life, protect her from anything bad and bless her with abundant love from everyone around her.
to my longest, oldest, bestest friend. cheers jess. love you.
xoxo, dee.
it's like reality just hit me or something. and suddenly a flood of emotions came crashing down.
i love my best friend. she's been there for me through thick and thin and everything else inbetween. from holding my hair up while i puke in the clubs, telling me the silliest jokes that make me laugh so hard to patiently teaching me how to do a friendship band. it's the simpliest, most mundane things that matter i reckon.
and the thought of 'losing' her seems to hard to bear. it's like losing a limb. you feel crippled, yet you have to learn to walk on. i cried as i walked home from our usual smoke bench. i know that things will never be the same.
it seems like only yesterday we were in kindergarten and primary school spitting and threatening each other with 'stick your head in your butt' and jumping down the stairs 5 steps at a time. and boy have we grown so much. a good 20 years in fact. yet i'm proud to say we are still the same two persons watching the world go by while we have a sip of wine.
she's leaving for a different country soon. and i will miss her seems like the biggest understatement of the year. but at the same time, you can't help but feel immensely happy for her and her new found love. and how good people deserve good things happening to them. and their joy is infectious.
i regret that i can't be there for her as often as i would like when she goes over. but i will always be threre for her in spirit. a hundred and ten percent. as much as she worries for me, i worry for her and this new journey that she is embarking on. but hey, she's a fast learner and i'm sure she'll be getting everything up and running in no time :)
she said tonight how she wished time could stand still and we could just enjoy the moment. our time on earth is so short and i count my luckiest stars that i found a best friend like her. i just want to thank god for placing her as an unfaultering pillar in my life. and i hope that god will keep watch on her as she faces upcoming new challenges in her life, protect her from anything bad and bless her with abundant love from everyone around her.
to my longest, oldest, bestest friend. cheers jess. love you.
xoxo, dee.