We grope together and avoid speech.
Yesterday I went to the zoo. It was smelly, depressing, and full of sad-looking animals. I got some really great photographs though, so there's that.
Today I went to Schlitterbahn and apparently got a sunburn.
Point is, my life is very weird right now.
I am constantly surrounded by family members. For a few hours last night I was around no one I knew at all, but apparently I am related (closely, even) to all of them. The only person I have to talk to is my sixteen year-old niece who is being very strange and almost...flirtatious? Who knows.
I need my life back. I need to grow some balls and tell my mother how I feel. I need to not need so much.
I wonder where I'll end up working this summer. I wonder if all the people who told me they'd come actually will.
Living alone is going to take some getting used to.
A red-haired boy of about twelve asked me for a hug today. I didn't give it to him and I still feel kinda bad about it. I only shook his hand.
I've been really into T.S. Eliot's "The Hollow Men" lately.
It's just...everything's so different from what I thought it would be...
I'm sorry for bothering you.
Today I went to Schlitterbahn and apparently got a sunburn.
Point is, my life is very weird right now.
I am constantly surrounded by family members. For a few hours last night I was around no one I knew at all, but apparently I am related (closely, even) to all of them. The only person I have to talk to is my sixteen year-old niece who is being very strange and almost...flirtatious? Who knows.
I need my life back. I need to grow some balls and tell my mother how I feel. I need to not need so much.
I wonder where I'll end up working this summer. I wonder if all the people who told me they'd come actually will.
Living alone is going to take some getting used to.
A red-haired boy of about twelve asked me for a hug today. I didn't give it to him and I still feel kinda bad about it. I only shook his hand.
I've been really into T.S. Eliot's "The Hollow Men" lately.
It's just...everything's so different from what I thought it would be...
I'm sorry for bothering you.