Dec 16, 2004 22:48
i wonder what its like to be comfortable in those words that i cant say or ask about
everyone seems to take questions and understandings so lightly, but i get so nervous about assumptions and words and what my words might mean to other people. i feel like if i seem too interested i will push people away. i want to be losely detatched and not give a shit. wait no i dont want that. wait yes i do. what?