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this is what i think about dying
when it happens maybe you have to go through a scary test, like going through a hard thing to get to a good thing.
after it happens you get to see all the pictures you traced out into the air your whole life and you get to listen to all the songs you sang to nobody and sometimes to a very absentpresentsomeonesomebody with the radio turned down in your car. and then you get to live in the middle of a field full of unicorn food. and then you get to see all of everyones stories and speak their foreign words and hold their thoughts inside of you, in the place you kept. there are cities that make the sun shine and colors that light the air up like static.
but it still scares the shit out of me
when it happens maybe you have to go through a scary test, like going through a hard thing to get to a good thing.
after it happens you get to see all the pictures you traced out into the air your whole life and you get to listen to all the songs you sang to nobody and sometimes to a very absentpresentsomeonesomebody with the radio turned down in your car. and then you get to live in the middle of a field full of unicorn food. and then you get to see all of everyones stories and speak their foreign words and hold their thoughts inside of you, in the place you kept. there are cities that make the sun shine and colors that light the air up like static.
but it still scares the shit out of me