randomness
So, since I've had a baby my reactions to things are strange. I'm not sure if it's a residual hormone imbalance (I've read that it can take up to 3 years after having a baby to have normal hormone levels again. Yikes!) or if I just look at things differently since I've had the baby. And the main thing is crying. Before I had Nora, I would RARELY cry. Now I cry at stupid things. Things I've seen a million times. For example, today I was watching my favorite episode of Voyager, Before and After, which I've seen a ton of times, and their were parts where I teared up! So weird! I never had before! But I think I hadn't watched it since I had Nora. Was I crying b/c of the hormones, or b/c I imagined how terrible it would be not to recognize my own daughter and husband? Both? Who knows, but it's weird.