The break was wonderful. I love my sister.
Today, first day back, was pretty damn good too.
Now, though, as I'm writing this, it's not so great.
History is repeating itself almost exactly. Right now, I am where I was one year ago. I would give quite a lot not to be where I am now. I do not want it to happen all over again. But, I can't seem to turn this ship around.
I have to go on. I have to fight it. And this time, I have to win.
-Josh G.