first blood

[trekkanacious]

Tonight marks an occasion. I drew my first blood in the city I most love for its tranquility. It's a contradiction and I understand that it is but the fight tonight was a much needed release. I wanted to prove my manhood using my fist as the tool. I fucked him up and I'm not saying that to be cocky, I literally fucked him up. The brawl was in the middle of the street in this nature valley place called Pearl Street. My fist landed on his face several times. The caress of my knuckles as I wreck havoc on his face felt soooooooo good. After a good Samaritan stopped me from annihilating him, I took off my shirt because I was hot. I was on fire and it felt sooooooooo good to take that shirt off. I felt like King Kong. Natural raw power as I put all my force into each punch. The intensity of the battle made me hot. Hot headed also. I don't know if I could have stopped on my own will without the Samaritan. It's a blessing that the good Samaritan stopped me from further damaging my karma. I'm already in debt.

I wished for it anyway. I could have "turned the other cheek" when he pushed me. He was only trying to impress his girlfriend.....I say no..you can't disrespect me and have a free pass. I wished for the night to end in a brawl anyway. It's a right of passage to manhood. I don't care what the consequences are. What's done is done. I must face it and face it with dignity. Chin up - head up - what's done is done.

Yesterday was the past, tomorrow is the future, and today is a gift...that is why they call it the present. And tomorrow is going to be a very pleasant gift!!