Feb 09, 2008 16:37
I think I want to quit my job. I dont understand it, I dont get why we do some of the things we do, I dont know how to explain it to our customers because I myself have no F***ing clue. I dont want to have to spend 45 minutes of my life talking in a circle only because I have nothing else to say and then have people be frustrated with me because I dont understand it. I never had this problem with my old job, and the problems I did have it wasnt much to just say, "Hey, can I call you back on that?" Spend time with my boss having his explain it to me so I dont sound like an idiot and not have to worry about how long it takes. I dont work well under pressure. I hate being rushed providing answers to a question that I myself dont really know. I want SO bad to say, "You know what? I have no clue, take it or leave it." and then move on with my life. I hate having to be so damn nice all the time, I hate the fact that I get so emotional over this shit that I get frustrated and want to cry. God what an idiot.
anyway, I probly wont quit but if I were today would be the day.