TEN Things you wish... oh fuck it we've all seen this before.

Feb 06, 2008 23:50

1.)  I worry about you sometimes.  You have always been one of the closest people to me for 7 years, and you seem kind of disconnected to everything lately.  I love you man, please take care of yourself.

2.)  I wish you and I were still like JD and Turk.  I tell stories about our weird thoughts and odd stories but nothing can really re-create what it was to be us.

3.)  I miss you and I hate how different things have gotten between all four of us since college started.  I'm sorry that the dream hasn't quite worked out the way we planned.  At this point I'm not sure if it's still the direction I want to go.

4.)  What the fuck is your problem?  Stop taking out your insecurities on me.  I'm sorry things didn't play out like you thought they would in the beginning, but life is like that.  Get over it.  You are a hypocrite, a fake, and unnecessarily mean to me.

5.)  I understand why we hang out less... much less.  I hope the balance we find gets better with time.  I feel a lot better about everything, and I'm glad you are happy again.

6.)  I harbor no negative feelings for you.  I hope we become closer friends over whatever period of time we're both around each other.

7.)  Call me the ever-optimistic-idiot, but I believe things will start working out for you.  You have become one of my closest friends here and I value it tremendously.

8.)  I don't know if you even really realize how much I appreciate our friendship.  You are kind of one of my silent heroes on campus and whenever things start getting rough you chime in with some good advice or a kind comment.  Thank you.

9.)  hmmmmm...... nine could be so many people.... let's just say I'm glad to be a part of many people's lives here on campus regardless of the fact that you have all had established groups of friends for a couple of years now.

10.)  So I noticed the trend of who goes last here.... so here it is.  I love you.  I'm in love with you.  I have never loved anyone like I've loved you.  I miss you a lot right now and I saw you less than 10 hours ago.  Like I told you today:  Words aren't the best way to tell you I love you, unfortunately this is livejournal, so the words will have to do.
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