I think I broke the scale.
I hope this isn't temporary, but I feel good. I almost feel like I'm moving on too. I don't know why... I just hope this lasts. I actually feel good today. Good. Wow, I think this is an odd by-product of losing it. For once in my life I'm not going to question it. This is the most fragile happy I've ever been, because it's based on nothing. It's floating on a gust of wind. I'll take what I can get.