Single again
As of Sunday I'm single once again.
Right now I'm going over questions unanswered in my head. What happened? Was it something I did (something I can change) or something about who I am (something I can't change)? Is she laughing at me behind my back? ( I doubt it. I think it's an old fear) What to do now?
For the most part I'm just a bit confused and depressed. I'm trying to avoid letting it slow me down as I have things that need to be done (grocery shopping, goodwill runs, finding a new apartment, etc.)
I'm getting through the workday listening to the only Country CD I have. Ah Country; the music of the depressed.
Right now I'm going over questions unanswered in my head. What happened? Was it something I did (something I can change) or something about who I am (something I can't change)? Is she laughing at me behind my back? ( I doubt it. I think it's an old fear) What to do now?
For the most part I'm just a bit confused and depressed. I'm trying to avoid letting it slow me down as I have things that need to be done (grocery shopping, goodwill runs, finding a new apartment, etc.)
I'm getting through the workday listening to the only Country CD I have. Ah Country; the music of the depressed.