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Tomorrow Krista & I are going out to Iowa. I am happy. I check off every day on my calendar and I take my socks off before I sleep sometimes. I drive with the windows down and I have an unnaturally high amount of drugs given to me for no reason. I eat breakfast for the first time ever. I feel good and I talk to Franky in history class. I tell him I am going to bring in something to eat one day and the day that I do my lunch is switched to right before history class, so he never gets to see it. I talk to my teachers and they think I am funny. I laugh and I laugh and I laugh. I get everything done and I don't even care. I write good essays. I go to bed early when I am so tired I cannot stay awake. I make new friends and they ask me where I came from. I go to prom committee and it's the funniest thing of my life. I listen to everyone, including the birds. I feel so good.