Dec 02, 2005 14:39
I don't think I've ever gone this long with-out updating or even logging in! Wowzers! I hope that there are no hard feelings. I am a year older. If nothing else I have age on you. Or maybe not.
I'm not sure how to tell you this but...I'm so freakin' happy lately! No particular reason either! I just feel good inside and out! That's partly why I haven't updated I have nothing to sulk or bitch about, except that maybe school is getting a little boring.
I believe things are going well in my life. I realized that I just need to lighten up. Things may or may not work out with this boy Ryan, but I actually could care less 'cause I'm just having fun. It's the HOLIDAYS!!!! It's the cold weather, the Christmas music, the greenery...somethings got a hold of me and it's not what I think it is. Everything in my life is always pulled into some huge emotional ordeal and I finally feel like I've moved past that. I just ought to be glad I have someone to smooch when I want. Plus, in all reality I'm saving myself for my Algebra Instructor.....haha, laugh it up. I'm fucking serious.
College has changed me. Thank You.
Finally there is clarity and there is purpose after all....
Oh Natalie and I making careful decisions to what my purchase should be for on iTunes...I need album suggestions, people!!