Aug 16, 2004 18:59
i cant stand life...argh..
i dont know wut to do
as soon as i get a best friend or even close to one...go fig..my mom dont trust her..do u know how hard that is? u have someone that u love to hang around wit and ur `rents dont let u...
will moved..that sucks..it just makes it impossible to see him
soon my best friend will move..every1 close to me is moving
tonite..i just couldnt hold back my tears..
i dont know wut to do..:-/
when skoo starts..i donno if that will be good or bad..rite now i just dont wanna lose all my friends..but thats the way it seems rite now
if i could only have someone that i know that cares about me..but then i get pity from people..i need someone that seriously we can talk all the time..we can hang out netime we want to..but that wont happen..its just who i am and who u are that never really will match up
this is insane
i dont know wut to do about life
im very unhappy..:-/