phew...
well, i just got back from the gyno...and it really wasn't that bad. i'm not exactly sure what i thought it was going to be like, but it wasn't anything painful and to tell you the truth, it really wasn't embarrassing. you just gotta think, "i'm not the first or the last person to be doing this". i'm not going to go into details about what they did, but i'll just say that even though the doctor was a guy, he made me comfortable and relaxed and everything went well. so i'm pleased that nothing's wrong with me. well, something's wrong with me, but it's nothing that can't be fixed with birth control. :) the only thing i'm kinda dreading now is what caitlin told me about all her friends that have ever gone on the pill and that they all have gotten fatter or gained weight! that's the complete opposite of what i'm trying to do! so hopefully i won't bloat up too bad. well, that's all for now, i've got things that need to get done before i go to training. later kids!