Jul 13, 2006 22:59
Summer is so busy. Ever since I celebrated my last exam of my entire high school career, I've been out every day. It's either cause I'm with friends, at work, with the family or service. It really makes me sad cause I hardly see my family anymore. We live under one roof and sometimes a whole day goes by without seeing each other. Am I just growing up or what? Well, you know what I actually don't want to. I hate not seeing each other. I hate not being able to spend some time with them asking how their day went. On the weekdays, it's either work or service or out with friends. On the weekends it's service. It's scaring me cause service plays a huge role. But why should I be scared? God's totally in control. I don't know what to think anymore. I'm confused and hella busy and exhausted everyday. Why isn't summer a time to relax? Why is everyone stressed out to the max? I guess God has all the answers to the many questions I have.
No praying makes me weak. I'm doubting everything. Lord, I need you more than ever.
To my dearest friends,
I am lacking your presence. Please take me out and make all my worries and troubles disappear like magic.
Love,
Your desperate friend