There's static on the airwaves.
I have no idea what I'm feeling right now,
or what I should've felt
Shock? Remorse? Regret? Confusion?
It all adds up to be something worse than what was before
Something different in the negatively-life-altering way
But I'll just keeping deluding myself into
"It's okay"'s and "Thing will get better"'s
I'd turn to you for your shoulder
And act surprised to find empty space
Things will never be the same
As long as I'm having to fake a smile
If this is what you want then so it will be
But I'll still be in love with your memory
Don't push me away just to pull me back
Its either/or, not forever both
I'll say "I don't love you" with my fingers crossed
Choke back the tears and wipe my face
Pretend the sadness left without a trace
While secretly longing with everything I am
For just a simple gesture, a holding of your hand
To be back by your side again
Having everything go according to plan
But faithful wishing never gets you anywhere
It's love that keeps you binded here
Once cut, it can't be tied
No matter how hard all the king's horses
and all the king's men would have tried
A dysfunctional heart
never quite beats the same
Skips a few beats as you steady your breathing
Clearing the room while you clear your mind
Reconsider, reread, and revoke your decisions
But is it far too late to make revisions?
I'm too tired to keep thinking. I guess that was a sort of free write thing, I have no idea. Don't ask unless I tell. Catch any references?
or what I should've felt
Shock? Remorse? Regret? Confusion?
It all adds up to be something worse than what was before
Something different in the negatively-life-altering way
But I'll just keeping deluding myself into
"It's okay"'s and "Thing will get better"'s
I'd turn to you for your shoulder
And act surprised to find empty space
Things will never be the same
As long as I'm having to fake a smile
If this is what you want then so it will be
But I'll still be in love with your memory
Don't push me away just to pull me back
Its either/or, not forever both
I'll say "I don't love you" with my fingers crossed
Choke back the tears and wipe my face
Pretend the sadness left without a trace
While secretly longing with everything I am
For just a simple gesture, a holding of your hand
To be back by your side again
Having everything go according to plan
But faithful wishing never gets you anywhere
It's love that keeps you binded here
Once cut, it can't be tied
No matter how hard all the king's horses
and all the king's men would have tried
A dysfunctional heart
never quite beats the same
Skips a few beats as you steady your breathing
Clearing the room while you clear your mind
Reconsider, reread, and revoke your decisions
But is it far too late to make revisions?
I'm too tired to keep thinking. I guess that was a sort of free write thing, I have no idea. Don't ask unless I tell. Catch any references?