sunbeam stop tugging me....
hey everyone long time no update. i dont know why i havent updated, i mean i have been at home alot not doing much of anything, but on the other hand i get tired really fast now so yeah typing....its a workout. haha.
well been sick....really sick.
lost 14 pounds in total.
somedays just beyond pale.
only sleep during the day.
thats me.
talk to people yesterday online for a while. it was nice. miss them. alot has been happening i hear, alot has changed (i wonder if i caused some of it). its nice i feel responsible for holding the table together. im sure it would of broken up over time, but yeah it seemed that after i left it fell apart. if this isnt true dont tell me because it makes me feel special and i played a role at pius.
speaking of pius i will be coming up there friday after school. so yeah to all my buddies that read this and go there, dont leave early and stuff cause i have christmas presents and stuff to give yall. oh and by the way HAPPY B-DAY CYNDE!!! <3
i have been completely sober for one month as of today! no drinking, smoking, getting high, or any other drugs. im sure that if i wasnt sick i would feel alot better. well yeah so im demanding some congrats and what not! haha. not really but it would be nice. and dont worry to all my fresh and clean buddies this wasnt just a one month sober type of thing im going to try my hardest to make it a permanint thing! so yeah yay for me.
so i went to the hospital a couple of times and have been spending alot of time in doctors offices and waiting rooms and what not so i decided that i would actually read and try and complete the last book i was reading at pius. the scarlet letter. oh my god this book is so insainly detailed!! one thing that i wish is that i could still take that english class that i was in. i liked how we talked about the books and could get all questions answered. yeah cause i have quite a few questions about this book. well yeah just thought i would let everyone know that im not letting my brain rot with all the crazy mtv and what not! hahaha not really.
Chanukah/Christmas are coming up yeah so i think i have my list all ready. hahaha....i have a list, like im going to get anything from my parents. i "dont deserve anything". but here is the wish list.
1. Canon EOS Rebel GII
2. Samsung X450 cell
3. clothes
4. perfume
5. cd's- there's a list but yeah dont feel like typing it
yeah so that is about it.
well until later....
p.s.- happy 5 months! <3
well been sick....really sick.
lost 14 pounds in total.
somedays just beyond pale.
only sleep during the day.
thats me.
talk to people yesterday online for a while. it was nice. miss them. alot has been happening i hear, alot has changed (i wonder if i caused some of it). its nice i feel responsible for holding the table together. im sure it would of broken up over time, but yeah it seemed that after i left it fell apart. if this isnt true dont tell me because it makes me feel special and i played a role at pius.
speaking of pius i will be coming up there friday after school. so yeah to all my buddies that read this and go there, dont leave early and stuff cause i have christmas presents and stuff to give yall. oh and by the way HAPPY B-DAY CYNDE!!! <3
i have been completely sober for one month as of today! no drinking, smoking, getting high, or any other drugs. im sure that if i wasnt sick i would feel alot better. well yeah so im demanding some congrats and what not! haha. not really but it would be nice. and dont worry to all my fresh and clean buddies this wasnt just a one month sober type of thing im going to try my hardest to make it a permanint thing! so yeah yay for me.
so i went to the hospital a couple of times and have been spending alot of time in doctors offices and waiting rooms and what not so i decided that i would actually read and try and complete the last book i was reading at pius. the scarlet letter. oh my god this book is so insainly detailed!! one thing that i wish is that i could still take that english class that i was in. i liked how we talked about the books and could get all questions answered. yeah cause i have quite a few questions about this book. well yeah just thought i would let everyone know that im not letting my brain rot with all the crazy mtv and what not! hahaha not really.
Chanukah/Christmas are coming up yeah so i think i have my list all ready. hahaha....i have a list, like im going to get anything from my parents. i "dont deserve anything". but here is the wish list.
1. Canon EOS Rebel GII
2. Samsung X450 cell
3. clothes
4. perfume
5. cd's- there's a list but yeah dont feel like typing it
yeah so that is about it.
well until later....
p.s.- happy 5 months! <3