I guess thats why they call it the blues...
wow I haven't written in here in forever...i suppose i should make some sort of effort. All I ever do is read everyone elses entries (which i love to do), and I'm even too lazy to comment, so I guess I should make some contribution....
I think I just want to post how disgusting the cranberry juice that I'm drinking right now is. I think I have a UTI (TMI!) but I'm too stubborn to go to the doctor, so I looked up some natural cures and went to wegmans at 8am because i couldn't stand it anymore and i thought i was going to die. So i bought some calcium citrate supplements, vitamin C supplements, and cranberry juice from the organic isle that has no sugar, is 100% juice, and is not made from concentrate. AND ITS DISGUUUSTING. And I thought REGULAR cranberry juice was gross. Puke. This better fucking work.
Annnyways. I've been in a rather blah, sluggish, depressed mood. Maybe its because Jon is leaving for Ft. Benning, Georgia tomorrow morning and I won't be able to see him for 7 weeks or talk to him on a regular basis anymore. *bashes head in* I'm unsure why i've gotten so upset over it, its not like i'm a wife with three little kids and he's going to Iraq for 6 months. i can't even imagine what that must be like. THAT would be something to truly be upset over. And I know it will go by quickly and he will enjoy himself (sort of) and grow and learn from the experience, but my emotions don't really like to listen to logic. I guess I really love this kid...which is as scary as it is exhilarating. In conclusion, I hate the military.
But I will be keeping myself and my mind busy, such as planning for THEE apartment (i'msoexcitedaboutthatjessweneedtogoshopping), my horrible, horrible job, my wonderful, amazing friends, and of course, mind altering drugs. Also on my list of things to do is fasting for a few days and then start eating right (i read up on it last night and it is supposedly a wonderful experience that cleanses your mind and body or something silly like that), riding my bike every day, and volunteering either with the red cross or with a non-profit environmental organization. And of course this weekend is pom-pom's Bday and Canada =D
Alright I think I've written enough crap for one day.
I think I just want to post how disgusting the cranberry juice that I'm drinking right now is. I think I have a UTI (TMI!) but I'm too stubborn to go to the doctor, so I looked up some natural cures and went to wegmans at 8am because i couldn't stand it anymore and i thought i was going to die. So i bought some calcium citrate supplements, vitamin C supplements, and cranberry juice from the organic isle that has no sugar, is 100% juice, and is not made from concentrate. AND ITS DISGUUUSTING. And I thought REGULAR cranberry juice was gross. Puke. This better fucking work.
Annnyways. I've been in a rather blah, sluggish, depressed mood. Maybe its because Jon is leaving for Ft. Benning, Georgia tomorrow morning and I won't be able to see him for 7 weeks or talk to him on a regular basis anymore. *bashes head in* I'm unsure why i've gotten so upset over it, its not like i'm a wife with three little kids and he's going to Iraq for 6 months. i can't even imagine what that must be like. THAT would be something to truly be upset over. And I know it will go by quickly and he will enjoy himself (sort of) and grow and learn from the experience, but my emotions don't really like to listen to logic. I guess I really love this kid...which is as scary as it is exhilarating. In conclusion, I hate the military.
But I will be keeping myself and my mind busy, such as planning for THEE apartment (i'msoexcitedaboutthatjessweneedtogoshopping), my horrible, horrible job, my wonderful, amazing friends, and of course, mind altering drugs. Also on my list of things to do is fasting for a few days and then start eating right (i read up on it last night and it is supposedly a wonderful experience that cleanses your mind and body or something silly like that), riding my bike every day, and volunteering either with the red cross or with a non-profit environmental organization. And of course this weekend is pom-pom's Bday and Canada =D
Alright I think I've written enough crap for one day.