Aug 17, 2010 20:19
babies all up in this joint, lucifer is a little emo, brothers, brb
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*MANAGES TO FIND HIM FAIRLY QUICKLY*
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HELLO DEAR.
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SORRY.
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ARE YOU?
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no. and I'm not sure how *to* be.
and yet I have to be.
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*Nods*
I may not understand what is going on with you, but I do get that.
I just there was some way I could help you.
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I wish...
it doesn't matter. I want to be happy for them. I do. I just... need to figure out how.
I'm open to suggestions.
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And, like I've said before, you'll feel it when you are ready. No one else can /make/ you happy about this. Only you.
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and yet i can't seem to make myself happy either.
*clutches at her hands*
i don't ... I don't know what to do, Lil. I keep thinking of her.
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*Stokes at her hands soothingly with her thumbs*
I - I don't know what to tell you Lucifer.
Maybe - you need to find closure with her? Find a way to - honour her memory so you can put her at rest?
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how do I possibly find 'closure'? ... i just..
i wanted. ... the four .. the five of us.
i'm scared to forget her.
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Fuck - I'm trying to help you, but I - *Voice softens* I just don't know.
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And you won't forget her. I know you too well to see that.
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*recoils like he's been slapped*
I'm sorry, Lil.
i'm sorry.
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No - no. Don't apologise. I shouldn't have snapped.
I just - I want to help you, fuck I do. And when I can't it -
I'm the one who should've apologised.
I' sorry dear.
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i'm *satan*
what should i even care?
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