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treehouse_lili August 18 2010, 03:36:35 UTC
LUCIFER?

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treehouse_luci August 18 2010, 03:43:18 UTC
LIL JOIN ME?

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treehouse_lili August 18 2010, 03:44:37 UTC
*NODS AND LIES DOWN NEXT TO HIS BODY ON THE BED*

*MANAGES TO FIND HIM FAIRLY QUICKLY*

...

HELLO DEAR.

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treehouse_luci August 18 2010, 05:57:31 UTC
HEY LOVE.

SORRY.

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treehouse_lili August 18 2010, 06:18:08 UTC
IT'S ALRIGHT.

...

ARE YOU?

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treehouse_luci August 18 2010, 06:27:13 UTC
....

no. and I'm not sure how *to* be.

and yet I have to be.

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treehouse_lili August 18 2010, 06:32:48 UTC
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*Nods*
I may not understand what is going on with you, but I do get that.

I just there was some way I could help you.

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treehouse_luci August 18 2010, 06:34:59 UTC
... me too, lil.

I wish...

it doesn't matter. I want to be happy for them. I do. I just... need to figure out how.

I'm open to suggestions.

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treehouse_lili August 18 2010, 06:40:31 UTC
I know that you want to, but it's difficult for you. I'm sure they understand that - you still need time.

And, like I've said before, you'll feel it when you are ready. No one else can /make/ you happy about this. Only you.

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treehouse_luci August 18 2010, 06:44:07 UTC
....

and yet i can't seem to make myself happy either.

*clutches at her hands*

i don't ... I don't know what to do, Lil. I keep thinking of her.

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treehouse_lili August 18 2010, 06:50:40 UTC
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*Stokes at her hands soothingly with her thumbs*
I - I don't know what to tell you Lucifer.

Maybe - you need to find closure with her? Find a way to - honour her memory so you can put her at rest?

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nbaeker August 18 2010, 06:58:05 UTC
like *what*, Lil?

how do I possibly find 'closure'? ... i just..

i wanted. ... the four .. the five of us.

i'm scared to forget her.

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treehouse_lili August 18 2010, 07:02:22 UTC
I don't know!

Fuck - I'm trying to help you, but I - *Voice softens* I just don't know.

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And you won't forget her. I know you too well to see that.

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nbaeker August 18 2010, 07:04:15 UTC
...

*recoils like he's been slapped*

I'm sorry, Lil.

i'm sorry.

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treehouse_lili August 18 2010, 07:08:43 UTC
*Winces*

No - no. Don't apologise. I shouldn't have snapped.

I just - I want to help you, fuck I do. And when I can't it -

I'm the one who should've apologised.
I' sorry dear.

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nbaeker August 18 2010, 07:12:39 UTC
but you're right.

i'm *satan*

what should i even care?

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