Mtv really sucks
Life seems to be a very busy,repeative schedule for me. By this, unabling me to do things that i want to get done. Weekdays consist of Going to school then running for 5 miles and after that busy doing my homework. Weekends i always end up working every fucking day. This pisses me off casue they dont' give me any weekdays to work ,disabling me from spreading my hours out. But nooooooo the damn mexican gets all the good hours.
My future in college has suddenely became a very important thing to me now. I find myself worried about the whole thing. Where to go , What im going to do all that fun stuff. I don't like the idea of adapting to a new enviroment.Don't get me wrong i want to get out of this house as much as the other "This world sucks,everybody hates me and i hate them Punk/Heavy metal(Doug Barry) dude). It's just the seperation from good friends and how i will turn out in college that worries me.
Lately i've been having the feeling that no ones on my side. You know the people that are behind you through good and bad. Yea blah blah it sounds like a marriage. I just feel this way, it is probably not true. But i always have that feeling. I don't like it. In way it ruins my self respect for myself and i have less confidence in myself. Causing me to restraing from being the person im really am.
Me,carl,zac and maybe john cradel might do a "Collaborate" band thingy. Probably nothing serious ,just for fun kinda thing. We'll probably won't pull through even getting together to do it. Oh well it's a nice idea to do think about doing.
My future in college has suddenely became a very important thing to me now. I find myself worried about the whole thing. Where to go , What im going to do all that fun stuff. I don't like the idea of adapting to a new enviroment.Don't get me wrong i want to get out of this house as much as the other "This world sucks,everybody hates me and i hate them Punk/Heavy metal(Doug Barry) dude). It's just the seperation from good friends and how i will turn out in college that worries me.
Lately i've been having the feeling that no ones on my side. You know the people that are behind you through good and bad. Yea blah blah it sounds like a marriage. I just feel this way, it is probably not true. But i always have that feeling. I don't like it. In way it ruins my self respect for myself and i have less confidence in myself. Causing me to restraing from being the person im really am.
Me,carl,zac and maybe john cradel might do a "Collaborate" band thingy. Probably nothing serious ,just for fun kinda thing. We'll probably won't pull through even getting together to do it. Oh well it's a nice idea to do think about doing.