life-
life-
lets see, one the bright side- I GOT A "WE'LL TRY"!!! i have no clue what is going on w/ her but recentlyshes been nice NICE to me...minus her opinions on my clothing...i think its cuz alyssas on a diet so all attention is diverted to her, and by the way she belive she can only be attractive if the approxamate size of a toothpick....anyways. its getting better every day, she talked to haleys mom, and i think she relizes how much it means to me...maybe its cuz i cried when she started talking bad about it...if u havn't relized I REALLY wanna go!!! and the main problem- mulla, she doesn't want me (and mads by the way would be going w/ me....eh)and mads to have to chip in cuz alyssa didn't for the NY trip and i dunno, shes like that, but were running slightly thin cuz were building a bloomin house and cars and insurance and college= AHHH!!!
shaded side- still not getting my hopes up on going...boys are wierd, unfortuantly i've come to relize that i'm the wierder one and so its my fault my unlove life is screwed..... mads is invading my life and took 3 precious hours of my leo away cuz shes a bitch, but i'll survive, my mom says she doesn't want leigh to have to choose between us and doesn't think thatits fair for me too spend so time w/ her even though she loves mads just as much....uhhuh....
dark side i want to pretend doesn't exsist- all my brownie pionts i'm building up and all my efforts have to go towards the euro trip= i can't see torie!!! i have to act like a bloomin angel and the prefect child...and unfortunalty my mom views the devil as torie makeing me unable to associate w/ her...i'm gonna go cry now...oh and i have a blooming pimple the sixe of texas on my forhead and alyssa had the brilliant idea to smash it so it'll go away..its still there but now its hurts like blooming hell and is even redder... a girl w/ a zit is a dangerous combination....
alas
lets see, one the bright side- I GOT A "WE'LL TRY"!!! i have no clue what is going on w/ her but recentlyshes been nice NICE to me...minus her opinions on my clothing...i think its cuz alyssas on a diet so all attention is diverted to her, and by the way she belive she can only be attractive if the approxamate size of a toothpick....anyways. its getting better every day, she talked to haleys mom, and i think she relizes how much it means to me...maybe its cuz i cried when she started talking bad about it...if u havn't relized I REALLY wanna go!!! and the main problem- mulla, she doesn't want me (and mads by the way would be going w/ me....eh)and mads to have to chip in cuz alyssa didn't for the NY trip and i dunno, shes like that, but were running slightly thin cuz were building a bloomin house and cars and insurance and college= AHHH!!!
shaded side- still not getting my hopes up on going...boys are wierd, unfortuantly i've come to relize that i'm the wierder one and so its my fault my unlove life is screwed..... mads is invading my life and took 3 precious hours of my leo away cuz shes a bitch, but i'll survive, my mom says she doesn't want leigh to have to choose between us and doesn't think thatits fair for me too spend so time w/ her even though she loves mads just as much....uhhuh....
dark side i want to pretend doesn't exsist- all my brownie pionts i'm building up and all my efforts have to go towards the euro trip= i can't see torie!!! i have to act like a bloomin angel and the prefect child...and unfortunalty my mom views the devil as torie makeing me unable to associate w/ her...i'm gonna go cry now...oh and i have a blooming pimple the sixe of texas on my forhead and alyssa had the brilliant idea to smash it so it'll go away..its still there but now its hurts like blooming hell and is even redder... a girl w/ a zit is a dangerous combination....
alas