Why?
Why am I such a loser? Why can't I be more outgoing and not so shy around other people? I want to show my feelings but in the end I either mess it up or say nothing at all.
In my head I have the perfect statement or comment, but I just can't get it out. It's really frustrating.
Maybe that's why I'm so depressed all the time. Unable to show the world that I'm not just a shy loser that has nothing smart to say, or anything at all for that matter.
What kinda makes it worse is that every so often I am able to get what I want to say out and the one/s that hear it are so shocked that /I/ had said such a brilliant thing that they might as well hold a party or mark it down on a callender. Yeah sure at first it feels good that they think it's great, but in the end - after thinking about it for a while- it hurts.
In my head I have the perfect statement or comment, but I just can't get it out. It's really frustrating.
Maybe that's why I'm so depressed all the time. Unable to show the world that I'm not just a shy loser that has nothing smart to say, or anything at all for that matter.
What kinda makes it worse is that every so often I am able to get what I want to say out and the one/s that hear it are so shocked that /I/ had said such a brilliant thing that they might as well hold a party or mark it down on a callender. Yeah sure at first it feels good that they think it's great, but in the end - after thinking about it for a while- it hurts.