Love for someone = Free + Damn Love that won't go away = Free. Not able to express it = Hell
Lets see. Not a whole quite much has happened lately. School is okay, Algebra II can go die. Umm.. I fried a router and it nearly burnt down the room in first period. Uhh, something has come over me to write sappy poems. I sent two of them in for the news paper.I sort of half-assed the second one though. One of them made my mom cry cuz she thought I was all suicidal. She got over it after I explained to her. Speaking of mom she recently had surgery for a cyst. She seems to be going good. I've been doing some creative writing for my fictional world. Lunch period really sucks, stuck with Tom Campo.. He's an allright guy but I can't talk games and trash talk all the time. James, same old James. Helpful with his advice..He's like a shrink or something..Were still invisible to the majority of the girls. By now you should know there no girls at our table. I miss the old days.. Oh wells. Were off tomorrow. Veterans Day, sad how many kids just piss the day off like it's nothing important. Anyways no Humanities club this week. The clubs interesting and such, the people and their personalities. GTA San Andreas is trying to eat my life up...I'll do my best not to be consumed. Umm I don't have job or nothing but I managed to scour up 235$. I never had so much money in my life, it's all wrapped up in rubberbands and such..lol. Yeah even though I feel rich, hell Money DOES NOT buy happiness I'll tell you that. Besides all the friggin Romeo bullshit with me I think I'm doing okay. You know what sucks?, when your friends come over and you let them use the computer to play games and sooner or later they end up downloading porn.. Wtf..lol. My computer, you do that shit on your own time. Anyways I deleted that stuff, weird taste them have. ANYWAYS and know there nothing else to write...So blah blah blah. Oh and One of you just happens to read this entry, you need to learn to im Robert more..(Y'know the geeky kid)He's sick of doing all the iming. Okay I admit perhaps I im to much, but.... if you just im once a blue moon that can stop.. ; ) . Anyways now for them friggin poems.
The anger inside me is bursting through
Soon enough my colors will show true
I won't agree, nor flee, it is me
I embark the journey of man
Guided by instincts and blind hatred.
Evil lurks inside in my heart
Deep enough it tears me apart
Suppressed no more, Morals depart
The man I am, I distaste...
A sad disgrace, perhaps its fate.
When will I wake and see the value of life
Someone come and end my strife.
Peaceful times
The sunlight gleaming
It’s warmth on my face
Flowers Blooming
Chimes of the bell
The wind breathing
Leaves rustling
Its essence relieving
Nature Alive by my side
Its beauty soothing
It has me believing
I shall find my place
More to come...Plus one of them long surveys to keep meh busy.
Achelon can go die, You can now bow down to Neratul. Riiight.. Later
The anger inside me is bursting through
Soon enough my colors will show true
I won't agree, nor flee, it is me
I embark the journey of man
Guided by instincts and blind hatred.
Evil lurks inside in my heart
Deep enough it tears me apart
Suppressed no more, Morals depart
The man I am, I distaste...
A sad disgrace, perhaps its fate.
When will I wake and see the value of life
Someone come and end my strife.
Peaceful times
The sunlight gleaming
It’s warmth on my face
Flowers Blooming
Chimes of the bell
The wind breathing
Leaves rustling
Its essence relieving
Nature Alive by my side
Its beauty soothing
It has me believing
I shall find my place
More to come...Plus one of them long surveys to keep meh busy.
Achelon can go die, You can now bow down to Neratul. Riiight.. Later