Aug 24, 2004 00:06
Well.... My computer is fucked up pretty bad so im updating on my good freind Evan Gillis comp for now. This might be my last update for awhile cuz I dont know when my comp will be fixed but heres the deal....
Well that girl Jess, she turned out to be not so good. I was such a nice guy to her but apparently she wasnt ready for that. Thats kinda like saying "Sorry im only into assholes" but whatever. It didnt really btoher me that much but I wish she would just be honest and just say "Hey, Im not interested, I would rather be freinds." Now I feel like a dick becuase she told me shit that would lead me to believe that she was into me, and when she told me this speal about being scared off by niceness Im thinking to myself "Wow! I poured my heart out into shit I said to this girl and it turns out she wasnt into me. Now I feel like an asshole!" But whatever.... im not that pissed, well I am but not I guess I dunno how to explain it. The thing that pisses me off the most is that she kinda teased me and verbally and physically, to lead me to belive that she was down with me and then I find out that was all a lie. Yes Ryan im prolly somewhat quoting a 311 song but it kinda fits this scenario. BE BLUNT DONT FRONT! For christ sakes save me the heartache and tell me flat out that your not interested! Spare me!
In other news......
Band is moving along well! Went to the studio today. Going tommorow, wednesday, and friday. Hopefully we can finish shit up! We might hafto take a few extra days in the studio I dunno....
Well this may be my last update for awhile so enjoy and talk to ya later.....
Peace,
Al
.......................Let me be your manager.........................