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so it's 6:12am, and i'm definetly not asleep. i went to my very first show up here tonight at this place called the loft, and it was actually pretty awesome. i didn't want to go for some undisclosed reasons, but in the end i felt like everything turned out all right. as i was leaving (i had to drive sarah's car home with a few of her friends while alex had to stay and wait for mike 'cause he was his ride) i felt super bad just leaving him there.. but anyway. we left at like 3am. we got home at 4am. as we were leaving alex yelled at mike to come on because he wanted to leave also. sarah and dave leave probably 20 minutes after i do, and they caught up to us on the interstate. neither alex nor mike have cell phones, and they're still not home. it take an hour to get here.. so far, they're 2 hours behind us. i'm hoping that alex's car didn't break down on the way home or that they took the first 465 split and went like, 45 minutes out of their way. alex wasn't drunk, but i think mike was drinking just a bit, so i dunno. alex probably had to find mike, load the drums, actually leave.. so i don't know how much longer they were going to be after we left. all i know is that i'm scared, i'm worried (one in the same?) and i'm hoping that they didn't just crash there, because i can't sleep without alex around anymore, especially not knowing where he is, and i can't sleep because we weren't on the best terms when i last saw him. so there are a million thoughts running through my head right now. i'm just hoping that they're all right, 'cause in the end, i really do love those guys.
mira
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