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[treasonsymphony]

"yeah.. when i first saw her, i gotta admit..
i was like.. 'i'd fuck the shit out of her'"

the things you hear when you're not hanging out.
:\ i wish i was perfect so he'd want me the way he wants
every other girl who passes through here.

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[treasonsymphony]

mike was talking about how he wants to take melissa out or something, and i heard alex say, "i gotta hand it to you.. she's pretty hot.. and when i first saw her.. i gotta admit.. i was like, 'man, i'd fuck the shit out of her'" .. and i didn't know what to do because i'd had SUCH a great day with him (FIGHTING WISE) and i didn't want to fight anymore.. but it really hurt my feelings. i know that it had to do with all the alcohol that was in him, but still.. it hurt. we were hanging out in here tonight and mike kept trying to get him to stop spending time with me because we wanted to get drunk. then i felt like mike was pissed at me because i was keeping his friend from him.. and then i heard alex apologizing to mike.. so then i felt doubly bad about it all.. and then alex tells me that i'm just trying to get attention when i fight with him because he heard me laughing on the phone with a friend AFTER we fought. i was on the phone because i was upset and wanted to calm down, that's all.. i don't know.. he was super trashed, and i forgive him.. but it makes me not like so many people because of jealousy. i don't know how to handle it at all. yeah, totally call me tomorrow. maybe we could go for a drive or something so i can get away from here because they ran all the gas out of my car and didn't put any back in it :\ lata

sorry this was such a long comment
mira

[muzikontherox]

i'm sorry sweetheart. we definately should go for a long drive. it must happen.